Day 18

A picture of your biggest insecurity.

I hate my body. I always have. I'm short - and thats the only thing small about me; everything else is BIG and I hate it! I've always been "big boned". I don't ever remember being under a size 5; that was about 6th grade. I first became over weight in about 9th/10th grade then I was able to stabilize my weight for a few years. Until I got married; then I gained a lot of weight in a very short amount of time and now I am bordering the "obese" line in my height/weight ratio. I HATE my body. I don't know how to diet, exercise or eat right.

I also feel very insecure as a wife; I don't know how to be one.

Something you crave a lot.

I am hopelessly addicted to sugar. I don't think it's as bad as it was before, but, sometimes I swear I have had withdrawals if I don't have a piece of candy or a cookie for a day or two.