Day 21

As I fore-warned, this is going to be hard. The "happy picture" is obviously going to be a ton easier than the other. There are countless things in my life I wish I could forget.

Todays topics are:

A picture of something you wish you could forget.

The sad thing is, is I have forgotten a lot of my life already. I feel like I was never a kid; I only remember things from the last 10 years or so. A lot of things happened when I was a kid that I didn't want to remember and thats exactly what I did. I've blocked out about half of my life, and most of it was my childhood so, I feel like I was never a kid and probably why I feel like I don't do well with kids. My brother and sister will talk about things and they ask me if I remember and I have no clue what they are talking about and they'll say, "But you were right there!" - sorry. I don't remember ANYTHING. It's kinda sad that I've mastered this coping mechanism but, I think thats part of the reason why I can keep going in my life; I HAVE to forget to move on.

But, I think I have to agree with my friend, Rachel. It's not a something I want to forget; its someones I want to forget. I don't want to say names, but, there are a lot of people I wish I could just forget.

A photo of something that makes you happy.

Puppies make me happy. :D Dallin will go on Youtube just to find some freakishly adorable puppy video just hear me squeal with glee and say "AWW!" a million times. I LOVE dogs. They bring me a happiness that nothing else can! :)

Here's 2 of the puppy videos that make me happy.

This is my fav!