This ALWAYS happens. I have horrible bad luck and that I fully blame on my dad! Rasmussen's have the worst bad luck I have ever seen! (I do, however, have the best beginners luck I have ever seen!) Whenever I get excited or get my hopes up about something, it ALWAYS goes wrong and is always canceled or never happens. Guaranteed. Every time. Which is probably another reason why I always come off so "negative". I try not to say anything in hopes that it will happen, so when it does, I can say my happy exclamation during or after. When I open my mouth before hand, I just come back later to say it's not going to happen and then I feel like an idiot for saying something thats actually not going to happen anymore.
My birthday has not even come yet and I now believe it to be ruined already. I have that day off to discover that Dallin can't get the day off. There's no point in having the day off if he can't either. I have no one else I can celebrate with and I have no desire to spend that day by myself. I could see if I could take someones shift, but, I probably won't be in a good mood and then I won't have a day off next week. I now have no desire to celebrate my birthday and I hate our jobs right now. Pretty sure I could spend the whole day in bed crying.
You can hang with me and my monkey boys if you want! Come swimming at my apartment or to the aquarium or something. And I like any excuse to make a cake. :)
ReplyDeleteWhats your last name Rachel? I don't recognize the baby so, I don't know which Rachel you are.
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